Okay, a little about the book. It's divided into 4 sections, the first of which is called "Beginnings." In "beginnings" I wanted to pull back the curtain of vaugery that hangs too heavy around that question you always hear at readings: "How did you get published?" which can be reframed as "How did you become a writer?" or "How do you get to make money and get interviewed and read at this bookstore? I've got a book in me too but I'm clearly not where you are yet."
It's difficult to give a whole, honest answer to this question because it can involve giving the better part of the autobiography of your creative life. But too often, writers on the spot swing way the other way and offer up a bromide "Work hard. Read. And write all the time" then shrug awkwardly, as if they don't really know they got there either.
In truth every writer knows exactly how they got to where they are, how they met their agent, how long it took that agent to sell their first book and what crappy job they were working when it happened. Sometimes they networked like hell, shaking a literary career out of a gatekeepers hands. Other times they plain-old got lucky in that they were writing great stuff someone nondescript and the right person noticed. Increasingly, they had serious pedigree, a glittering MFA degree, publications in prestigous journals, enough medals to draw agents like flies to a cookout. Once in a great while, they get plucked from a slush pile and annointed, although that happens far less than the aspiring writer industry of conferences, seminars and how-to books would have you believe.
There are 5 essays in this section, each addressing where and how it began. No one here went to the Iowa Writers Workshop or got published in The Paris Review at 19. Each got to where they were through a blend of fortitude, talent and luck. Some of their circumstances were extraordinary (Christian Bauman's "Not Fade Away" discusses his lonely writing nights as a soldier in Somalia), some completely of their time (novelist Pamela Ribon came from the late 1990s world of online diaries) others less halcyon than you'd expect like Michelle Richmond's expose of 3rd tier MFA programs. But I chose them because they make a geniune attempt to answer the question so few writers seem to answer honestly when asked: "How did it happen for you?"
So why don't they? Why does a writer giving a reading, when faced with that inevitable question, not tell their story?
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